This is Ella enjoying her Valentine's Day. I can't thank all of you enough for the prayers that you have sent up. Last night I received several emails from my friends and family saying that they were praying for Ella. She did not wake up even one time with coughs! This morning and today she has been a healthy, happy little girl! Praise Jesus for His mighty power and continued faithfulness in Ella's life.
My Dearest Ella, If you weren't born, my child, if you weren't born... If you weren't born, I wouldn't have laid alone, in a hospital bed, like an empty drone. My chest ripping open with lonely cries, for my husband and daughter, sobbing tragic lullabies. If you weren't born, I wouldn't have risked my life, ridiculed by the doctors, feeling endless strife. Day by day they looked on me, with disgust-filled eyes, and some pit-y. If you weren't born, I wouldn't have been in pain, back aching from my frozen position, always the same. I thought if I moved, it might tear the sack, and leak out more fluid, which you already lacked. Yes, if you weren't born, I wouldn't have had stabbing grief, attacking my gut, with no sign of relief. You see, I was told you were as good as dead, when my water broke, and my heart bled. If you weren't born, I wouldn't have had to post, ...
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